REPORTER’S NOTEBOOK
For a quick second, Al Jazeera cameraman experiences life below Russia’s bombs – and all of its unwanted effects.
Kyiv, Ukraine – I’m wrenched from my sleep by what seems like an explosion in my abdomen, as if a balloon has burst. This sense is adopted instantly by the sound of an actual explosion. Now, I’m unsleeping.
Cellphone messages forged a chilly blue mild right into a nook of my room, warnings from our Ukrainian producer Luda that drones and ballistic missiles are incoming. As my eyes alter to the cruel glow of the cellphone, I register that it’s 2am and, in my deep slumber, I had missed the air raid siren that had gone off virtually an hour earlier. Sometimes, the air siren will sound twice, as soon as to sign the approaching begin of an assault and a second time to sound the all clear.
My innate response is to show over and return to the sanctity of sleep as shortly as I used to be rudely woke up from it, however a secondary explosion, seemingly a surface-to-air interception, makes this bodily not possible and prompts a sure morbid dread behind my thoughts.
The perceived knowledge is to attract heavy curtains and keep away from home windows as a result of a close-by blast might produce a shock wave that may smash them, showering occupants with shards of glass. My curtain-less home windows loom ominously over me, so I reluctantly pull on some garments and shuffle into the lavatory, which is fortunately window-free.
I can clearly hear the excitement of drones now. Like large enraged hornets, they appear to go immediately over my constructing, adopted by the fast triple increase of anti-aircraft machinegun fireplace.
It happens to me that the lavatory partitions are lined in giant sq. tiles. Close by impression would blast these tiles off the partitions. They might come smashing down, probably onto me.
Struggle has modified tasteful decor selections right into a harmful and unwelcoming surroundings. Half an hour has handed, and since there was no letup within the assault, I seize a small backpack with my keys, pockets and passport and make my method to the foyer to take silent refuge with my fellow lodge company.
The following hour is marked by the passing whine of drones, the responding air defence fireplace and continuous explosions. Some are interceptions, some are impacts, some sign the sound of a hypersonic “Kinzhal” missile passing close by.
I reassure myself that it is rather unlikely that this specific lodge can be hit. But there may be concern, a kind of nagging doubt, that there’s hazard within the sky, and dying is lurking. There’s a sense of powerlessness. The staccato punch of machinegun fireplace is the sound of resistance by the women and men who courageous the surface, wrestling for management. Ukrainians face this night time terror probably each night as air strikes preserve them sleep disadvantaged, careworn, maimed and murdered. However in every week, I can go house.
About 5am, the siren provides the all clear. We return to our beds though, now wired from the 397 drones and 18 missiles that have been launched at Kyiv, sleep doesn’t come simply.

Within the morning, we go to a number of impression websites – residence blocks, warehouses, an outpatient clinic. Twenty-five folks have been wounded and two have been killed – Leubov, a 65-year-old, who had not too long ago undergone spinal surgical procedure and was unable to evacuate in time and 22-year-old Maria who efficiently fled an residence however returned briefly. In that second, she misplaced her life.
The survivors, rescue crews and firefighters labored tirelessly, clearing away garbage and rubble, patching over blasted-out home windows and erecting little tents providing tea, prompt porridge, medical provides and, most significantly, an environment of solidarity and assist.
On the identical time in Rome on the Ukraine Restoration Convention, President Volodymyr Zelenskyy warned that quickly, Russia can be sending 1,000 drones in a single night time, a fearful prospect that he mentioned could possibly be efficiently countered with “interceptor” drones.
Because the warfare in Ukraine drags on, evidently management of the skies can be more and more resolved by means of drone-on-drone battles, as soon as a sci-fi fever dream, now tonight’s nightmare.